Should I go or...

Asalamualaikum wbt.

What should I do...
Should I stay...
Or Should I leave...
I hate to think about this...
It make my head cramp...
Hate to think a lot...
Like old peoples...
But what can I do about it...
Or...
What should I do about it...

Damm...
I hate this world...
But...
Even I want to leave this world...
It still the same question...
Should I do it...
Or not..
Damm...
Very difficult la idup ni...
HUuhuhu...

Hate tho think,
Benji1629